Why are you here? Do you really think you belong? Is there someone out there who can beat the odds and fight for someone like you? Admit it. You know it from the start. You're the type of person who wants to do everything. Hear you. Notice you. Compliment you with words. But at the end of the day, no one really cares. Why? You don't know. Or maybe what you know might screw you. It's hard to pull it off, make yourself proud, then realized that they did not bother to see your worth. They were busy underestimating you, they were interested and focused with the wrong moves you do, the wrong words you say, the fucking wrong personality you have. They find you unattractive and unpleasant. Is that it? No. You're not enough. Disheartened? Yes, that's the only thing you can do. Back off and cry alone. Hoping that there's this someone, a knight in shining armor, who will save you and transform you from an ugly duckling to a beautiful swan. Stop dreaming. You're not a fairy tale character. The reality is that you're stuck with that embarrassed body, striving your way to reach for the stars. Dead stars that fooled you. Broken dreams that hurt you. Oh, well. All you can do is sigh.
