BASS

When I first saw you, I wasn’t sure if the person on my mind was really you. I watched the live performance of you and the band for the first time. I took photos of you in order to share them with my friends since they know you more than I do. Perhaps, I just knew your face and your name; nothing more, nothing less. But there was this one time when I sent you a tweet and you replied back. Right after that, I was so amazed how you suddenly knew my name the first time we had the chance to talk to each other, and that meant a lot to me. From that day on, I got to know you better on Facebook, Twitter and gigs. I also got the chance to chat you on Facebook, and I admit I became too attached. Sorry if it seemed like I always wanted your attention, maybe it’s just because what I feel was new to my system that’s why I reacted more expressively than other people around. But more than that, I want to thank you. Thank you for always being kind and approachable. It’s such a great feeling that I had the opportunity to be a fan of the band, to be your friend and a girl who only wanted to be appreciated like how you did, and the way you did it. Well, I could not tell stories of each and every gig I had attended. But believe me when I say that those memories will never be forgotten and will forever be treasured. And there was this one time, one gig that would always haunt me, a surreal moment that struck me deep within. Yes, that was really how it matters until now. You congratulated me on my achievements. You said I’m cute, which was kind of disturbing knowing the fact that I’m too young for you. You placed your arm on my shoulders like you’re a brother. You held my hand and played with it for a while. And when it’s time to say goodbye, you kissed my forehead. I was aware that you’re drunk that time but it really didn’t matter. I still believe that you know what you’re doing then, and I got dumbfounded. I didn’t know what to feel and what to react at that very moment. It left me hanging for days, weeks, months and even as of this day. I know that I should not expect anything from you or from anyone else. I am truly aware that I am not the type that you’ll like or love romantically. Maybe those were just friendly gestures you always do even to other girls around, who you got to hang out with. I know there are many girls out there who also feel the same way like I do towards you. But then, even if it feels weird now, I just wanted you to know that for me, you really are a great catch. You’re the boyfriend material. How I hope and wish to be loved by you in return but I know it’ll never gonna happen. By the way, ‘twas nice to know you, I’ll find someone like you, SOON.