muddle-headed

if there's someone that i'll always remember,

it will be the person who made me fall deeper.

like memories that seem to be a scar,

perhaps, it won't be swept away too far.

there are times i get so scared and confused,

when everything happens has no sense and no use.

though i can never turn back time,

is it wrong for me to wish he was mine?

if ever he realized that i'm always here,

he just have to say so, and try to get near.

i'll be satisfied enough just to see him happy,

even if i know that the reason is not me.